More to say

And yes, here I am, i have more to say.

Remember last time I talked about professional cadgers on the street. Mad, sympathy, guilty... i don't know what I am supposed to feel anymore. Therefore, since I spent the whole weekend in volleyball and missed the sunday mass, I went for a confession and told the father about this confusion. Asking for help from the Holy spirit would be one of my solutions. Asking the Holy spirit to give me this feeling of pitiness for those who suffered from poor. I gave out the fries from harvey's to the poor, since I couldn't get too full before practice.

I left this entry behind for a little too long. I wish I still remember what I wanted to say.

20 days

Ever since my laptop died, and school's finished, i really have to make time for this blog. And so, since the last blog, it's almost 20 days.

Within these 20 days, there were phoenix cup, 4-4 beach tourny, asuka's party and tigers' poker tourny for tigers. There was one faith sharing and one singspiration for yosac. And there was volunteer lunch at TGH.

We came 2nd at the phoenix cup. We played well and most importantly, we had so much fun together. Although we didn't get a chance to beat our rival team, we definitely improved through all these experience. We are proud of ourselves for sure. Man, 11 hours of volleyball was really tiring.

4-4 beach tourny was a blast. I got a chance to play with mimi, anthony, ron and ross. We came second, as usual lol. The weather wasn't very nice at the beginning but it got better in the afternoon. Man, 8 hours of beach volleyball was really tiring.

The anatomy final exam was brutal. BRUTAL!!! It's not like i didn't study or anything, but I don't think dr. wiley really had to put the trickiest questions in the exam. the written exam worth 30% and i really did crap on it. the practical worth 15% and why 15%? i did better on the practical. man... i am scared

so, alen came back from dubai and he gave me a call last friday. From him, I found out that ross, my ex coworker was looking for me. He told me that a doctor from downtown needed someone to operate her bioflex machine. He gave me the doc's number and so i called. i emailed my resume monday at noon, but they didn't call me for the whole day, not the next day either. I was so nervous. I told colin about it, starting to wonder if my resume is good enough or not. and finally i checked my email. The doctor replied my email. she was away for the week and would like to meet me next week. whooho... what a relief. however, the nervous level increase to another stage, the interview nervous!! Ahhhhhhh.....

I was going to TGH from TWH on thursday. When the shuttle bus stopped in front of queen's park station, someone looked really familiar walked across university. the bus turned, i turned my head as well, it's him, nomis. if it's not him, he is a person looked exactly the same as nomis. I recognized his back, his hair and the way he walks. Black pants, white collar with a tie, i guess that's how a lawyer dresses. It's him. I am glad he does just fine right now, starting his own business. He looks happy, not stressful at all. thank God for that.

Rebuild. why rebuild? my ex bf was trying to talk to me again. Apparently he doesn't think there is any friendship between us that now he is coming to rebuild it. but on my side, i would say, he is coming to enforce it. Or is it just me who is assuming there is friendship between us? I have to admit that our relationship long time ago wasn't built upon a strong basis of friendship. therefore, after the break up, there was nothing. and now, he is coming to rebuild. I am sorry, i just found that funny cos i seriously don't think it's that important to address the reason of talking to me. Or do you need a reason to share your life to a friend?

okay this entry is long enough although i really have more to say........ yes, more to say....

Punishment

My first punishment for yesterday's entry -----> a cut on my right thumb, along my I proximal phalanges. A deep cut. I screamed. Why did I wash the knife for my sister? Why didn't put on the gloves before kitchen cleaning? Why? Why? Why?

EXAM's coming, put down your Angels and Demons and start studying girl.

Histology. Omg. There is female reproductive system tomorrow. I hope it's not going to be super boring. The lab session yesterday was pretty good. At least I've got my questions answered. When I didn't know what the heck I am looking at, and how to differentiate different cells, I got really frustrated. And I will cry. That's what happened in the histology labs last year. But Neil was there all the time yesterday. I was talking to Zhia the other day. He is super hyper lol, which makes him a very good TA to bug. I was like, let's bombard his email. Zhia said, you do that so he gets pissed off at you. LoL

what an unmerciful side of me

Okay, I feel super mean before I write this entry. I shouldn't feel that way but the fact that they are there really annoys me.

Can anybody tell me why are there professional cadger on the street, standing at the same place every single day? And there are shifts. At a different time of the day, a different person is standing there, sticking out his hand and "have a good day" you. I don't know what to do with them. I don't go to church with my wallet unless it's a friday. On fridays, I take my money with me for the church. They stand right in front of the church. What a good working site!!! Father always says we should never say no to people who ask, either spiritually or materially. But there are just there every single day. Somehow I finally understand what my parents always say, some people will make use of people's sympathetic nature and take advantage of it. How much am I going to give them? Don't they have anything better to do during the day? Find yourself a living man.

After Da Vinci Code, I am reading Angels and Demons right now. I really like this book as well, although I have only read around 100 pages. Up to this point, it gives me an impression that the best way to prove Genesis is science. How nice! "Let there be light."

We came across the male reproductive system today. This is actually the first time I have fun in a reproductive histology class. It's funny how the professor actually uses the analogy to describe the spermatozoa entering the epididymis from the testicles. So, when there are so many passengers standing at St George station, the train has never come, nobody shuts off the esculator, people will just keep coming. And the passengers on the platform get pushed forward until ...... well ...... When the spermatozoa get pushed to the epididymis, they have their swimming lessons. At the beginning of the epididymis, they don't swim at all when you look under the microscope. In the middle segment, they probably swim in circles. At the end of it, they graduate cos they can swim in straight lines finally, entering the Ductus Deferens. Too funny.

Have to read Harry Potter next. And Notebook.

Patio Party

Asian volleyball teams from Toronto held a patio party last saturday fundraising for the labour day tournment. Asuka and I went together because I knew I would recognize anybody if I went alone. I had an eagerness to leave after just half an hour. I still don't understand how people can enjoy this kind of party. Is this just a place for people to get to know each other? What if I am not very interested in meeting people at all? Then my friend's friends got wasted. I guess that was the only time I had fun for the whole night cos they acted really stupid haha. My legs were sore so I found a rail to lean on. I was just sitting there, having my cranberry vodka, nobody was talking although sean, Elvia's friend was standing right in front of me. After a while, he was like "are you bored?" Of course I am bored what are you thinking? "So, what can I do to make you feel better?" Oh my goodness, what a deja vu! Mladin, April 9th. Sean got me another drink, trying to help me checking out the guys. He pointed to some of them lol, they were either too short or too stupid. I mean for real, Eugene, it doesn't take long to figure out the idiocy right there. We left at around 3:30am, since Herbie was so wasted. And he had practice at 11:30am lol.

How exactly do sluts look like? I was thinking, what do they do to make them sluts? Or being slutty? I saw some at the party. Although no one has ever told me about the definition of sluts, I knew they MUST be. It makes me wanna puke. But the guys probably had the sweetest taste ever. ewww....

My ankle is 'bout 80% right now. I can play with the ankle brace on. That ankle brace works magic man! And I am going to play on aug 14th, the 4-4 beach tourny. I was surprised mimi actually invited me to play. So, I will have ron, anthony, rodrick, mimi and myself on the same team. Hopefully the weather would be nice on sunday.