Monday, April 24, 2006

Problem: Partially solved

Wow, that was easy. Paying a visit to Fr Dan's was a great experience. Not only I had a chance to talk to Fr Dan, I realized Andrew lived there also. Therefore, I ended up chatting with both of them. That was one of the greatest experience I had in my life with people.

Although I am a girl in this seminary residence, I feel so welcomed. They tried to get to know me by asking question, while at the same time I didn't feel like I am the centre of attention. Whenever they started talking about something I wasn't familiar with, like people or experience, they stopped the conversation and explained to me first, before they went on. It's wonderful that I was actually involved at the dinner table. I was not an outsider. I guess that something I have been trying to seeking within my group of "friends", but it seems like I fail big time.


Although I didn't address the main problem there, I guess God has already sent me a clear message to me, and made me feel really comfortable to move on.

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Thank you Lord.

I am still worried about his worries.

I will still keep him in my every single prayer.

I wish him the best of luck in everything.

Other than that,

I will live my life and he probably has a tougher narrower road ahead of him. That's how I know my prayers are very important for him.

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Talking about moving to HK, Andrew thought God may want to make His relationship with more internal than in here. Since I have been having external relationship with him, like serving him at church, YOSAC, volunteering..etc, he may want to get closer to me in heart. Then I was thinking, God really loves me that much, that He really wants to get closer to me? In my every prayer, I tell Him I can careless about the day ahead of me, just be with me in my every single bit of life. When there's happiness, let me praise you. When there's stress or difficulties, please carry me through. And that's all I need from Him.

Wow, he really love me that much to want to have a closer relationship with me internally?

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