Just...some sad memories

WHY?? do i have to meet him again....

It's not like there's anything between us anymore....

However, seeing him reminded me of my emotional stage at that period.

How my self esteem reached the lowest point ever in my life
How my tears dropped everyday for an unknown reason
How I found out I actually needed to go through difficult times by myself
How stress from school dominated for the most part of my life
How I thought worries would go away after a good night sleep

It all came back. It made me wanna cry, again.
God what do you want me to do with him, before I leave this place?