Our Deal

YOU love me soo much....

I can see the deal between us...... it's working, and I can see Your answer.

Thank YOU LORD

A million thanks

A song written by my Godfather for me to dedicate to all of you:

I never forget the day I join you

I never have a day so happy

I never forget the friendly hands to hold me

I can't forget the love you share

A million thanks to all of you

who brought me the love and the care

Tomorrow I say goodbye to all

Sure will have a tear to shed

Dear Sisters will you be happy for I bring to you only trouble

Dear Brothers I will never be naughty again, but I wish I still a kid as well

A million thanks to all of you

who straight the path I'll be stepped

Memorize each day and places

Nothing is better than that

If the time can flow back for ten years more

I can do better than before

Now let me start on tomorrow

Brings the joy to my door

Farewell from YOSAC

What a memorable night
THANK YOU soooo much
YOU guys are the BEST
LOVE YA

Just...some sad memories

WHY?? do i have to meet him again....

It's not like there's anything between us anymore....

However, seeing him reminded me of my emotional stage at that period.

How my self esteem reached the lowest point ever in my life
How my tears dropped everyday for an unknown reason
How I found out I actually needed to go through difficult times by myself
How stress from school dominated for the most part of my life
How I thought worries would go away after a good night sleep

It all came back. It made me wanna cry, again.
God what do you want me to do with him, before I leave this place?

It does not matter

Man is unreasonable, illogical, selfish

It does not matter, love him!

The good you do will be forgotten

It does not matter, do good!

Honesty and sincerity make you vulnerable

It does not matter, be frank and honest!

What has taken you years to build, can be destroyed in an instant

It does not matter, build!

Give the world your best, and they will kick you for it

It does not matter, give your best!

-Mother Teresa of Calcutta

Lesson learned: forgive is divine. when ppl treat u like dirt, love them 10 times more than normal. when ppl don't care about u, care them more than you could ever expect. Do not count on the return but to love unconditionally.