Niceeeee

Oh right, volunteer night.... I totally forgot about the time I talked to Bev. We have talked about the story about my crash before. At that time she totally encouraged me.Monday night, I told her about what happened and my decision. It seemed like she wasn't very happy about my decision. She told me to talk to him but there's no way it's gonna happen. (Given that the content she told me to talk about was totally inappropriate) Then she realized that this crash is not gonna go anywhere. Ending it was her decision as well.Then I said, "Isn't it nice?" It's not nice, it's sad she stressed.

No, it's nice. Because I wanted something, but God say NO. Isn't it amazing that I got a direct message from Him? The Holy Spirit come to me. It could never be clearer than that. I really appreciated with the communication part, but not the outcome of the whole thing. Well, I do care the outcome. But if that's not the result I wanted, this one can only be better than the one I desired.

Let's get a feeling of the Holy Spirit......