I felt blessed

I called Fei Lam out of the bored one night. I told him about what happened at clubbing night. Out of nowhere...I probably talked to him about Nomis. Wait, no, that was Monday night, cos I remembered telling him I am going to meet Nomis the next day. So, Monday night, we talked about the clubbing night. Out of nowhere, he said I actually deal with everybody with my heart. I open my heart to people that's why people like me. Although I don't feel the same way, I feel blessed. I thought of our beloved Pope John Paul II. He brought love and peace to the world by opening his heart to show the wonderous love of God. The could feel the peace when you look at him. I don't know how to put this in words. But if opening your heart to other people could bring love and peace to the world, I should do that more often. If that's what the Pope did, I shall follow.

So after seeing the stressful Nomis on Saturday, I met him again on Tuesday. I was so glad that he shared his stressful life with me so I could say something to make him feel better. On Tuesday, he was less stressful. His back felt better. He slept okay the night before. I saw him smiling, finally, I smiled harder. I was so happy I helped, may be just a little. He told me that things are working fine for him. He is getting his new place on May 1st instead of June 1st. So he is moving at the end of the month. Immediately we became friends under a relaxed atmosphere. It's bad I know. Hopefully Matt won't notice about it. He said he was going to have his last treatment today, which I wasn't going to be there. But surprisingly he called to change the appointment to tomorrow. And guess who picked up his call today? Matt was on the phone at the moment, and Chris was dealing with something on the phone, so I talked to him. Man..... I think I still see him as a patient right now because he still comes for treatments. I think I will starting seeing him as a friend after tomorrow, may be......

Oh...now I should know how to make myself happy. I make myself happy by helping other people, be a listener for them, or advisor. I would be happy if I could bring the happiness to others. Right, I have to do that often.