Saturday, April 16, 2005

Nice Saturday morning

I haven't seen saturday morning in a while. Since I was so exhausted from work yesterday, I decided to go to bed earlier last night. When I woke up, it was already 8:30am. I took a shower, and lied on the bed, staring at my fishes. I was day dreaming for AN HOUR. Seriously, lying there and day dreaming, ONE HOUR, the whole freaking HOUR. I was thinking about what happened if my sister couldn't get into university this year. She will have to move back to Hong Kong, and I will be left alone. I will have to find a place to move and a roomie. Where am I going to live? Who am I going to live with? Those are the things I was thinking about. Then I thought about Nomis, since he didn't come yesterday. I was glad to hear that things are working well for him, and he is less stressful. And because I don't know him that well, I have lots of rooms to think about his personality. He could be like this, and like that, or something I couldn't imagine. hehe funny to think about.

When I think it was time to stop thinking about nonsense and got my ass to work, I went online and guess who I saw online. One special thing happened though. My screen name said "the worst mistake ever" and then an angry smiley. I was still really really upset about what happened wednesday night with my computer. And surprisingly, he asked me what happened. This one sentence of concern made me feel that...hm...he is not only a patient of mine, but also a friend who cares, although I certainly have a bigger sense of responsibility to care about him. I didn't tell him what happened cos I felt stupid. But that one tiny bit of concern is much more than fixing the computer.

Day dream contents:
what happened when sister goes to HK and I am left alone?
personality of nomis
hmb exam
stupid computer
should you choose a guy who can take care of you, or a guy who NEEDs you to take care of? it may just depend on me.
It means do you want to be one of the "things" a guy needs to take care of, or do you want to be a girl who means the whole world to a guy?

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