The End of Days

I went to Auntie Teresa's place and watched the End of Days on TV. Although the story was not true in life, it was excited until Satan actually turned into a scary monster. I really didn't like that part because Satan is evil in heart. The audience should be able to feel the darkness instead of visualizing it. All in all, I don't think Satan is a scary monster. It may just look like any of us, with an evil heart, like that actor. Satan does everything to separate us from God. And sometimes, we are really mentally weak enough to believe him. That tells the reason why this world is so dominated by this power of darkness. I am frightened sometimes because I am only human. I lost hope because it seems like there isn't anything I could do to change that. But the priest in the movie told us to have faith. Only when we have faith, we can beat the power of evil, the power of darkness.

Yes, I am weak. I know what's wrong but I still want it. I hate the fact that I am not going to see him online anymore, never. I hate it. We completely evapourated from each other's life, but can you also vanish from my mind?