NYC tourny

The NYC trip was great. We played well on the first day. I really enjoyed playing strong teams because that was the only way to improve our game to another level. However, the second day was CRAP. I played like crap. omg..... I was so disappointed with myself because I definitely had dragged down the team spirit. Anyways, lets put this behind me and look forward to the next tourny. FOCUS is the key.

There were several things I found out for myself from this trip. First of all, I found out that I am paranoid with people looking at me. Engela was staring at me several times. I looked away and looked at her again. I was like "what are you looking at?" Right I am paranoid. Is there a reason for that? Well, when people stare at you, they are quite possibly thinking something about you. I don't know what the heck they are thinking. I think that really scares me a lot. They look at me like a weirdo.

Another thing is, when I see some old friends, I have never gone up to say hi. I always think they should come up to me and say hi to me. I saw some of my teammates went up to a lot of guys and kinda socialized with them. For some reasons, I couldn't do that. Going up to some guys is not one of the things that I have the courage to do. What if that person don't even remember who the heck I am? So although I recognized a lot of people, esp guys, from the tourny, the only person I had said hi to was Jeff Chung. He was really nice and actually asked me how's it going. Man he's hot but I guess he forgot his razor during the trip. lol

After the tourny, we came back to town. I had my first histology class with this prof. Then we had labs in the afternoon. Then I realized how much I missed Dr Wilson's histology class last last semester. OMg...microscope.. it was so much easier to look at things under the mic these days. And the most amazing thing is, I recognized the components. aww... I am so excited about the labs right now. Yay!!