End of Summer

Today is my first day of work. Not too excited since I have everything totally in control, nothing new. However, I am a little worried about the future of this clinic. Is this going to be like DK's clinic? Or is it going to end up like Matt's? I have no idea. This little room for me is located in the basement, therefore, there isn't any sunlight like laserlife. Well, hopefully things work out nicely so I don't have to worry too much about anything. I met an old patient from another clinic today. It's nice to see someone familiar in a totally new working environment. At least I have someone to talk to. Then, I wonder, is he ever going to come here?

Songs and memories are really related. Amo was listening to some old songs, which I listened to back in May. Man, memories, memories, memories...... yes, it's nomis, stop asking. When I hear those songs, it feels like the beginning of summer, waiting for something to happen, looking forward to experience new things, curious to find out more about this person. It seems like I drove myself a little too far. When it comes to things like that, I am really really stupid. And man i am stupid.

Life really sucks without volleyball. Although it has only been two days, I randomly picked up the beach vball at home and peppered with the wall. At least I am playing the reverse 6 tournament this weekend, looking forward to that. Edwin called me earlier and invited me to play in the GSU league. I wasn't very sure about what's going, but since I am not playing intramural this year, I might as well play with them. With my skills right now, I am not sure if I am good enough to play with them. But it's FREE lol. I am such a contradicting person.

The labour day tournament marked the end of summer. A long depressing winter will soon begin. Am I going to handle it okay? I don't know. I guess I will just keep myself busy, with work, with church, with vball, with volunteering, with my sister's school work, with my statistics course, with my fish tank.

I don't understand why I can't write these days.