Tears of joy

I really don't remember when was the last time I wanna cry because of joy. But today, i can tell it's today.

A patient told me that he could feel my touch contained a sense of medical sympathy. My heart was crying, thanking God for letting me know about the precious gift he gave me. It was so flattering. I prayed so hard (Jesus was probably annoyed by me, since I asked for the same thing over and over and over again) to be God's tool. Like St Francis of Assisi's prayer, peace, love, joy... whatever to ppl around me. Make them see himself in me. Me alone cannot do that, i need his help. I need him to be with me all the time.

A touch of sympathy, I am so glad because that's definitely a gift from above which I have no control over. All I can do is to thoroughly use what is given on the people in need.