What a shitty day

As soon as I think I am going to enjoy my great summer, something always come up and tell me that life is never gonna to be perfect. This is such a weird day today. I don't know what to say. Well, I am losing my job I think.

I received a phone call from Ross today. He told me that the clinic is going to be closed down at least for the following couple of days. He was very sorry. I kinda don't understand him sometimes. I think he has other job interviews and stuff. Like I don't feel like he has a sense of belonging to the clinic. Anyway, I was still sleeping when he called. I decided to go back to the clinic to see what happened and if there was anything I could help out. When I first heard the shocking news, I was more worried about Matt than myself. I was worried about if Matt was handling it fine. Matt said there was actually some problem with the landlord and the partner. We are either going to move to a new location or stay at where we are. Matt was very optimistic. He emphasized that he was a person who would never give up.

After helping them to box up the patients' charts and desk drawer items, we left. I didn't know what to do cos I was like everyone, shocked and stunned. I gave Matt a hug before I left. I was afraid that I was never gonna see him again. I just wanted him to know he has my support. He is such a hardworking person. He certainly doesn't deserve something like that. I sympathized him. I know how it feels when you work so hard and there is no sign of reward at all. Trust me, I know. I didn't know what else to say except letting him know that I am available anytime when he needs me.