Thursday, March 10, 2005

What a wonderful bday

I had a really wonderful day today. Praise to the Lord.

First of all, the sun was shining above me today which made me feel really positive. Even if I had a quiz that I wasn't really ready for, I didn't cry over it. Because I know that there is a whole beautiful day ahead of me. Then I wen to the quiz. I think this is the first time I have some quiz luck. With my level of understanding of the material, I did extremely well on the quiz. I was glad that I actually understood the question and put the respective answer at the right place.

After school, I went to work. I had the same attitude. I just wanted to enjoy the day. It went so well that Ross bought me 2 kitkat chocolate bars, although I said I wanted Lindor. Thank you Ross. Matt wished me happy birthday before I left laser life. He is still my favourite boss. He was a little dressed up today. It went well with the patients. I was happy to meet every single patient, and they were happy to see me. I still remember Roy. He booked his appointment on Wednesday because of me. I was so happy. I developed some kind of patient therapist relationship here. I wish I am doing a good job, and bring more business for Matt. Plus, I saw Mike G today, a coworker at meditech. We were talking about life at meditech, how miserable. Anyway, what a great 8 hour work today, can't ask for more than that.

Then I received a call from Eric. I am glad he called on this special of mine. I am pleased that he still cares about my birthday. I was at work when he called. He said i always like work. He would probably call me again during weekend. Thank you Eric. You know, I had so much planning to tell him. However, when he called, I forgot about everything. I was just happy the fact that we were still talking.

At the same time, I was talking to Richie as well. Things with him finally sort out. He basically didn't know what he was doing when he talked to me on saturday. I didn't even want to look back and think about what exactly happened. He was worreid about I wasn't going to be interested in him anymore because of the lady came up to him and talked to him at the hospital on monday. Honestly, I didn't even remember that woman existed. I explained to him that I really didn't want to get involve in a relationship right now. I didn't have faith in relationship. Again, it takes too much work and it hurts too much. I am still very upset about what happened between me and eric. This is just not the right time. However, I didn't tell him not to wait the time to come. I don't know when it's going to come. When it comes, I don't know if I am interested in him. I really wish he knows without me saying it.

What a wonderful day today. Thank you Lord.

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