Our way to suscess

Now, all of a sudden, Richie comes into my life. A person who is willing to listen, was upset with me because I couldn't be honest with him and share my worries with him. I feel so guilty, I am taking a friend for granted. I will, one day, take this friend to a Japanese restaurant and eat raw fish lol.

Wednesday's work was good. I was glad that I had a chance to give what I have in me. I was able to answer questions from the investors, talking to one of the members of the group employer. I wouldn't say that I am knowledgeable at this moment, however, I was able to assist them with the system, the mechanism and the effect of it. I was so proud of myself. Although I got a little flush when I said the wrong word, I thought I did okay. See, now, I find something in me that I am appreciated. Sometimes, this is the kind of satisfaction I need to keep me alive, helping me to forget what happens on the other side of my mind. Or I probably think that school and career got raised to my top priority in life.

It seems like I am not the only person who concerns about my career. I saw some Primerica paperwork at my sister's bedside. I asked her what it was, she said she is taking a course with Primerica. I think it's good for her to finally take a close look at what she is doing right now, and where it leads her to. However, I have a problem with the fact that she doesn't want to discuss any of this with me. Like, I always ask her if we are roommates or family. She said this was a dumb question. But sometimes, I think that we are worse than roommates. We don't see each other often, and we don't talk to each other about our problems. She has no contribution to this family at all, although the only duty she needs to fulfill is to wash the dishes. While I have to pay the rent, phone, cable and cell phone, well also her study at George brown college, she only needs to take care of her own expenditures, like travelling, shopping, shopping, and shopping. Anyway, I also have a problem with her choosing business and finance over what she really likes, interior design. I mean, she has been working towards it for so long, and I admire her talent. I would look down on her if all of a sudden she thinks that money and shopping is more important than the art she likes.