What a Moody day

Is it full moon today? How come everything is so abnormal? Mia and Anne had an argument, which was very rare. I was moody, for no reason. Anne was moody, for "i don't know what" reason.

I really felt like working today in LaserLife. I enjoyed the time there since the working atmosphere was very relaxed. I have the best boss ever. But it's Alen's last day of work. He is leaving for Dubai. May be moody because of that??!! Don't know.

After I left LaserLife, I was heading to the AC to play some light vball with my achillies tendonitis. I treated myself at LaserLife and I took medication. So, my achillies was less painful. When I got there, they were playing already, as usual. I was just sitting there, tired, moody, didn't want to move, didn't want to talk. Then all of a sudden, Mimi left the court. After that, Anne left the court. They all disappeared. So, I went to the track and looked for them, they were having an argument. Remember I was moody, and I didn't want to talk at all. But in this situation, I really had to say something. I was actually saying something that I should have told myself. That's how much I understand what Anne was thinking.

I seriously didn't know where everything came from. I think it's the hormone level, or fullmoon. We just get moody for no reason. All of a sudden, we see things differently. We take a joke seriously and start to get mad at people from yelling and screaming at us. Anne was a complete reflection of myself today. Now I know how much I can make people around me get frustrated. But I just can't help it. If that's what I feel, that's what I feel, no one can change me. So, I was putting my biggest effort to make her feel better, to cheer her up. How ironic, I was moody, and I was trying to cheer people up.

See, here's a change again. I would never have done that in the past. I would never be the person who cheers people up. But now, I did that even if I am moody. What the heck is wrong with me?

So, I talked to White guy Eric about my problems. He concluded everything I said in two words: Teenage Depression, a stage when teenage realized that they have to grow up and dealing things differently. Usually this stage happened at age 17. For me, there was a little delay. Man, no wonder, I am mentally 14.